no early release

still stuck on house arrest...I have done everything they have asked, never messed up and now they refuse me. I should have known better because of my previous profession. bullshit. I will be reevaluated in four months. I am asking to go home in march. I wamt to be with my mom on her birthday. I talk her almost every night just to check up on her. it is not the same. Janet needs to OD already. both me and vick are so tired of her shit....if she hurts my mom I swear I will kill her and I don't care about doing the time....home life sucks. hopefully change is a coming..I DESERVE BETTER THAN THIS. I DESERVE TO BE LOVED. getting ready to make some plans not going to live like this again...been there done that.so glad that fucker is dead going to take a zanax much needed and try to lay down.....