time for a change

well six months down and six months to go and I will be somewhat free....It is time for a big change. I can not tell you now. This computer is not private and my husband does not know how to stay off off shit that does not belong to him. don't see him for six days he walks in the door and run right to MY computer so he can catch up with his mobster buddies....nice life I have going right now....I am not happy. I know when I can get permission to travel I am going home! maybe for a short visit?I need to see my friend (one minute, one hour, one day. whatever just need to see her..... then I am going to see my cousin. I need a sounding board. call me