time for a change

well six months down and six months to go and I will be somewhat free....It is time for a big change. I can not tell you now. This computer is not private and my husband does not know how to stay off off shit that does not belong to him. don't see him for six days he walks in the door and run right to MY computer so he can catch up with his mobster buddies....nice life I have going right now....I am not happy. I know when I can get permission to travel I am going home! maybe for a short visit?I need to see my friend (one minute, one hour, one day. whatever just need to see her..... then I am going to see my cousin. I need a sounding board. call me

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watch out first of all I am fucked up....it's my birthday and i can be so I am. but my PO called me at 3:00 PM and told me I had 15 minutes to report to him. are you fucking kidding me I was just getting ready to lay down for a nap before the party...but i told him I could be there in 30 minutes and I was! Just checking he said oh well my life is what it is ... I had a awesome birthday lots of people great food talking and drinking and poker......too messed up for more I will be back later oh I got the biggest bottle of grey goose from my boss.....too many shots.....wooo hoooo